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2012-02-13T04:21:00.001+08:00

Reinforcement of the preceding post.

2012-02-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

Things are far from perfect.

2012-01-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

my long-lost randomly written diary was dug out. it was as if a time machine had brought me back to the past. and to look at where i am now. life's really amazing. not that long, it just contained all the poly memories. hmmm...

really mentally drained,

2012-01-12T02:14:00.001+08:00

Okay feel so bad to go back on my words in the preceding post. But since i've finally got positive stuff to post about, I shall do it! :)

And so, being on the verge of myriad kinds of breakdowns the past 2 nights with greater emphasis on the last night, yes I got so sick of everything, but somehow everything's perfect again today. Like whyyyyyyy. I mean it's good but were the quarrels even necessary. You just feel even more apprehensive each time.

Ok. Back on track, omg maybe it's because of all that happened these few days I suddenly miss him soooo much can't wait to see him like, right now. This week seems so long I swear. :(

Anyway, super awesome time spent with awesome oip peeps. Okay what's new. Shopping to dinner was so interesting muahahahahah.

So tired now my eyeballs are gonna drop out any moment. Goodnights all and I hope this moment stays. :)

2012-01-11T00:26:00.001+08:00

This blog forever cause me more harm than good. I swear this will be my last blog post ever.

2012-01-10T02:27:00.001+08:00

It's all the trivial matters in your hectic daily life he does that easily pisses me off. I don't know what gets into me tonight but I only know I'm super pissed off after that one sentence. It's not once or twice, it's all these while. I tried to understand since a long way back until it just snaps and BOOM, I know it's time to voice out. Sometimes it's to a point I don't even know who is the unreasonable one at the end of the day.. Never had I screamed (literally) and flared up so badly my family could even tell. It's just the most basic things that accumulate and pile up. I really wonder if there are couples who don't quarrel. We never had this issue until we start to find faults and discrepancies relative to our sets of values. I should really expect lower.

So glad for those who extended their concern all this while. <3

acme of perfection.

2012-01-03T03:21:00.005+08:00

times like this when i really don't know if the root cause lies with my high expectations or are things just supposed to turn out the way i wanted. sometimes i think i'm overly demanding and i expect so much coming. so many times when it wasn't anger, it was disappointment. evident by the cliche phrase, "higher expectations lead to greater disappointment". the 2 corresponding factors. perhaps if i lower my expectations, i'd know i'm fortunate enough.

2011-12-22T05:03:00.001+08:00

I hate quarrels because it just seems like more and more problems are surfacing. Once or twice it's cool. But so not anymore.

2011-12-10T02:02:00.001+08:00

I hope it stays.

2011-12-09T00:30:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm. I don't know why I'm getting so high tonight. Hehehehehe. I thought because of my dear bf, but I guess not. Probably cos I rmbed I have like 6 new dresses in my wardrobe that I have yet to wear. Hehehehe can't wait to shop more after tests goshhhhh. ^^ I miss going out with my wiggle wiggle wiggle girls!!!! Arghhh. Okay done. K la I love you bf. hehe <3

2011-12-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

It's like a roller coaster ride. You get to the peak, you get the thrill, and down you go the next moment. All the way down. It's a cycle.

2011-12-04T04:09:00.001+08:00

This stupid boy really never fails to make exceptions happen time and again. Forever falling into his words and i'm gonna meet him later when I was so determined not to. Wahahah ah well. Miss him so much. <3 Hehe Gnights all. ^^

2011-11-30T23:41:00.001+08:00

It just trampled every single sweet thing I was talking to Marilyn about this afternoon. Which got me real high towards the night. I rmbed smiling back home. And now everything just got ruined. This is forever the case. You said we wouldn't quarrel again. It just got me real pissed off finally. You had to start everything again and continue even more when I was already damn annoyed. First time in my life I get so pissed off I just want you and I to shut up. You are good.

2011-11-27T01:35:00.004+08:00

i shall post this photo since he looks so cute in this. HEHEHE. although i look damn horrible. okay bye.

and i really hate all the quarrels. Zzz. but i'm seriously damn stressed over studies at times. garh. but well, wahaha it's all worth it! :D

Contentment

2011-11-22T03:25:00.003+08:00

Love how everything's going on right now. Hehehe. With such a sweet boyf yeah. And he is aware of this blog. Well, it doesn't really matter now. :) So yeah, studies is my only concern. Alright I'm so tired. Gnights all^^

happy 1st month ❤

2011-11-16T00:14:00.007+08:00

has been a long time since i last posted. i suddenly thought that we have gone through a lot the past one month. even after knowing each other for years, i still feel that we're still getting closer day by day. i can't believe he managed to make me share everything after all this while. it just feels more than comfortable talking to him. :)

and i really waited till 12am before visiting the blog that was specially created for me! :D (opps, i almost forgot i kept this blog from him. HAHAHA) anyway, i swear i was so touched by everything he wrote. that i froze for a second. i still can't believe we made the impossible possible. there's like a myriad incidents that refuse to break us up all this while and we're still back to where we were. somehow we believe it's fated after all and i'm gonna cherish it real well. :)

HAPPY 1ST MONTH! ^^<3

2011-11-10T03:00:00.001+08:00

Really feel like stabbing myself to death tonight. Really. Argh... I need to constantly remind myself. Be more rational girl.

2011-11-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i checked on this person secretly to make sure everything's fine. i swear i felt so relieved after seeing what i wanna see. i hope you're doing well.

2011-11-08T00:29:00.003+08:00

My boyf needs to learn to be less nice omg I feel so guilty. :( i was so speechless when he said he's gonna stay home and give up on clubbing just cos i said i would get real apprehensive if he goes club but the reason he wanted to go is because i'll be leaving him alone on 11th to go club myself. and he'd rather stay home so that i'd enjoy myself. fuck. i feel so so bad. :( but then i wouldn't want him to stay home as well. what dilemma i'm in now. :(

sucha good boyf i've got nothing to say. i know i need to stop praising him. and i'm neglecting my studies like wtf. cos i haven't been touching tutorials even given the fact that we had a long weekend. and, i've been at ief tb chapter ONE since week one. what is this.

2011-11-04T02:43:00.002+08:00

can't wait for 11/11/11 11:11pm! hoorayyyyyy! hehehe.what meaningful date that only happens once in a THOUSAND years. i almost let oip outing overtake my boyf. heh. must be more rational so yessss, gonna spend quality time with this guy. ^^ 2359 tomorrow let's gooooo! :D

2011-11-02T02:48:00.001+08:00

Hmm. I just remembered part of the content was asking my boyf not to trust me too much. I have my reasons..... But it's good he places so much trust I'm enjoying the freedom still so hehehe.

I wish I've given up completely.

2011-11-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

My boy is so cute. Hehehe. Can't wait to see him soon. :( was talking to him till I missed my 11:11 on 1/11/11 but oh well. ^^<3

A short update on the htht I had with my boyf the last 2 nights. They were so tensed I swear I was so scared. But well, things are only gonna get better. Hehe.

alright, studies girl. :)

2011-10-30T00:33:00.006+08:00

yay i'm backkkkkk! hehe decided to remove my link from twitter and fb, and i guess i'm gonna private this real soon, i don't need the whole world's attention. :)

have been smiling to myself like an idiot ever since we hang the call which lasted for like less than 5 min? hehehe. my boy is really too cute. ^^ really really feeling very different in this current relationship. have never experienced this security and somehow it just feels stabilized when it just got started. hmmmmmmm. all in all, awesome time spent the past 2 days! :D

but on the contrary, i think i haven't told him everything. not that i'm hiding them, but just never the right time to say i guess. sometimes i find myself reassuring that nothing's wrong. i just hope that i'm not accumulating them.

ohyesssss. even though it's him, i still can't imagine i was actually directly under the scorching hot sun for 7 hours straight since 830am?!?! i wonder what gives me the perseverance. but that's the least i could do! and well, i must say it's worth it. :)

sighhh. can't seem to adapt back to school! still enjoying life like normal every weekends, and even after school. gotta do some adjustments sooooooon.

it's just all the little things that moved me. sucha good boyf i've gotten. and now my life's complete. :)

2011-10-27T06:43:00.001+08:00

Can't believe I managed to survive till now cos I wanted to wait for my dear boyf to wake up hehehe. Anyway I was damn happy I managed to balance the last qns of AAA tut, smart me hehe.

So yessss I feel so loved now I'm ready to sleep! Hehehe ^^ Excited for tmr's lunch with oip peeps!! Hehe nights all!

2011-10-27T04:02:00.003+08:00

ahhhhh. i'm so effing stressed now it's suffocating me!!!! need a medium to rant and TAH DAH i'm here!!!! didn't accomplish anything the whole of yesterday and today. so many tutorials incomplete. so many things to catch up. there's no time. ief and econs especially are killing me. gosh gosh. it's 4am now i can't sleep because even though i've decided to skip school tomorrow, there still isn't enough time for me to complete everything. ief seriously requires a lot more than what's given. oh god. please kill me now. i need to maintain a bit my life is way to hectic still. school has reopened girl,

Rationality.

2011-10-25T04:18:00.001+08:00

Really last warning. Get on with life, decently.

2011-10-24T02:51:00.001+08:00

The greatest fear in this r/s now is the change in myself I guess. The need to constantly remind myself to strike a balance. It's really not easy juggling all aspects now that I have not touched my tutorials until the last hours of the weekends. Sighh.

So well, on a happier note, caught what's your number last night, the 3rd movie in a week! ^^

the thing with my girls was the 2nd and somehow I miss them. Tomorrow's gonna be the first tutorial without them. :/ and I think we need more outings. Always enjoy those moments with my girls. <3

And also, I really miss oip days and peeps. I feel real bad for giving sat's outing a miss. I really swear I will turn up for the next outing. :)

Alright, Gnights all. ^^

2011-10-22T04:01:00.001+08:00

Finally gotta see my dear boyf after 5 days. <3 And met up with my damn awesome best friend!!! Both booking out only today. Hehehe. The bar and dim sum were good I wish I'm drunk every moment. HAHAHAHA.

It's a feeling I can't describe. Yes I've got things to say but I have no idea what. Well done. Freaking tired. Hahas bye! :D

2011-10-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

i kind of not know what's wrong. but i just wanna be here. despite those unnecessary thoughts, i realized i really do love my boyf, a lot. ^^ although i'm not portraying it on the obvious side but yesssss. i guess thinking too much won't help. and my only concern now is striking a balance. omg. i don't want any any changes in my life but yet i know there is bound to be opportunity cost in everything you do yeah. so busy coping and juggling them all, now that school work plays a part too.

and on the other hand, OMG I MISS XIAMEN OIP. I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING. all the memories just gushed back all of a sudden just as i'm chatting with my awesome maintain lastwarning group!!! i miss the routine there. lovely getaway. i miss everyone there. we need to meet up really soon. ^^

blissfully attached^^

2011-10-18T00:33:00.006+08:00

and so, just like everyone else, i'm equally shocked. hehe. we finally got together after all that we have went through the past few years! :D
16/10/11 would really be a day to remember indeed. <3

yes, i have so much to blog about. and i have been delaying way too long. there's so many factors to put into consideration. everything's gonna be different, it takes time to get used to it. so much that went through my mind but ultimately i just knew this is the answer. so much to give up, so much to sacrifice, but i just know i'm gonna do it. :)

i swear up till yesterday i was still thinking so so much that i lost track of my own thoughts. but somehow i've realized today that i'm more than contented enough i guess? TEEHEE. :D it's so cool how everything's fated in some way and it's such a cool relationship we're in now. it has really been like a roller coaster ride. from totally giving up to where we are now. AHAHAH.

and also, it requires letting go off something really important.

so, yeap, shall start cherishing every moment and i really love my boyf yeah ^^

2011-09-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

greetings from xiamen!!!!!

has been such a long time since i last posted. this blog is so dead i don't even bother who reads it. so many things have happened from the last post till now. life is much more peaceful now with a wonderful getaway over here at Xiamen. just when i thought all the shopping and fun could divert all my attention away, it still haunts me once in a while. like now. i can't really find the root to my feelings now. i have been searching hard for something i don't know what. i can't seem to be able to find fairness and justice in life. and that's life. i'm missing something right now i don't know what. something's really missing. everything has to start anew. but i have said this a trillion times. incoherency in coherent thoughts. chaos in a peaceful life. oh well.

table topics tomorrow. please don't kill me. gnights.

2011-08-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

it really doesn't matter. i'm still managing them well being immensely occupied with examinations' prep. someone asked if i'm 100% okay now, and my answer would be, it's decreasing gradually with time. i'm letting them all go. it really doesn't matter.

2011-08-14T02:07:00.003+08:00

i keep telling myself "this is the last time", but it just keeps happening. #viatumblr

i give up trying; it gets tired after a while.

2011-08-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

giving up, thoroughly, every single one. what's more important than exams now.

2011-08-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

so the whole time we have embarked on a journey we know it wouldn't work out right from the start.

2011-07-23T01:35:00.003+08:00

i'm giving up, one after another.

dafuckkkkk. my head is really spinning like mad and is not those usual headache. i seriously think it's migraine since me and my friend were analyzing and how i've met 3/4 criteria. ahh. it's not the first time and it always have to occur just before i meet up for supper. wts. so. it's really fucking pain now where are you. :(

ydgaf dy.

2011-07-22T02:52:00.002+08:00

ahh. ok tonight's kinda fail. i realized guys have really overtook girls when it comes to multi-tasking. i really suck at multi-tasking. and there are so many times whereby i really felt like i need to get away from all these nonsense. i don't really know what i want, i can never get settled down for anything. i really quite stressed tonight after listing so many god damn things that are undone. i keep getting late for lessons, skipping them and all i really can't catch up now and i have no time to. it's good to be occupied but i'm really tired now. i just have the thought to just give up everything i've built up. it's really alright, i don't want anything now.

2011-07-14T03:37:00.006+08:00

i can't imagine how i'm actually directing my post at a different issue each time i'm here. even now my closest guy friend i knew since sec one had just said the same thing like how my dramatic life should really get published into book. oh well that's not the point.

had a pretty much awesome transition just now tonight. just when i thought i'd have to spend my night stoning away. since i kind of not know what to do the moment i woke up at 2am and came online. HAHA HEHE.

okay, things are just not turning out too right these few days. i mean, nothing is really wrong. but just that too many things are happening yet again. haven't been able to concentrate on work lately, I KNOW.

perhaps things should really reverse to where it started. then things would be much simpler. if only we were like this in the past. because i'm kind of lost after a ride on the roller coaster now.

guess i'll never forget what you've said a moment ago and i shan't state it explicitly here. HAHA.

and everything that is happening now kind of make me a, super, indecisive and pretty fucked up person. "too many is none" exists for a reason.

don't ask me to make a choice now.

2011-07-11T03:35:00.003+08:00

god knows how many more people are aware of this blog now. oh well. sometimes i feel i'm so right and firm in doing something, and the next moment, i thought everything should come to an end. ah. it's like, i'm happy with whatever is going on in my life right now and i wish for things to stay as they are. but then i thought it would be better if we're back to where we started.

"if i could live before you enter, i would live as i did if you're gone". awesome isn't it.

it's like putting your stakes on cards you've yet to open up. who are you, really. so much of knowing how to read people, i suck at telling right from wrong. times like this when the longest distance is when you don't know what's on his mind, someone closest to you.

i'm still waiting for an answer from me.

2011-07-05T02:00:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA I JUST GOT THIS COMMENT FROM A FRIEND I THINK IT'S QUITE FUNNY,
"If you write ur life story into a drama, it might become a seller".
i was like WTS WTS. hahahaha. but it's like, ikr.

2011-07-02T02:42:00.002+08:00

i dk how it even started. i can't really concentrate on whatever i'm doing. my thoughts are running wild in my mind i'm having a hard time catching them.

those scenes never fail to resurface every now and then. it's haunting me to a point my mood's easily affected. those feelings and emotions felt so real even up till now. i could remember them so clearly and vividly. please let them fade soon. the last thing i would do is to admit that i regretted. it really sucks so much when i turned it into a tensed situation currently. i guess it's beyond repair.

it has become a habit i guess. it's definitely an awesome displacement. so what are my concerns now. i know them best.

times like this when i could perfectly relate my current situation to the phrase where "everyone has their story they prefer to keep it private".

2011-06-30T01:58:00.003+08:00

ok this is a really shitty feeling that i'm entering. there are things which i really can't take it. i no longer know what i'm doing. serious. i'm just.. doing whatever i like now. thanks so much.

as much as i've been lacking sleep these 3days, i'm really don't feel like sleeping although i'm so tired. ah well.

You.

2011-06-23T04:47:00.001+08:00

This silence is slowly killing me. I don't really know what I want but then again, it isn't a matter of what I want. Because it didn't at all bother you. Not the least. Not at all.

I'm really good in acting like it's not affecting me. I can really portray this carefree image. But then in actual fact, I'm breaking into pieces, I've died a million times inside.

never been crazier

2011-06-20T03:04:00.002+08:00

things have never been more exciting, more complex than this. how amazing i'm actually managing such a complicated life that people get shocked just by listening. things have never been messier than what's happening this holidays alone. i swear i got the urge to give up every single thing.

i have no idea who can be reading this blog and sometimes i do get stuck by how i should express things in a more implicit way. :/

so, Z's question last night set me thinking, "is this the life we want?" i couldn't answer her but deep down i knew it's a firm no. really screwing up my hols this time round. things were awesome in actual fact. with almost 4days of night life a week? HAHA.

i don't want you to get the wrong impression. this isn't the image i'm trying to portray. and how you deem me is affecting me to a point whereby i don't remember what's myself like anymore. the feeling sucked when i destroyed your image of me in my very own hands.

do i enjoy drinking? no. but that's the only thing i could do to get some peace. you really feel different in a drunk state :) so for consecutively 2nights, i've said things i never would if i'm sober. i got the urge to go into details but i think i'll keep it this way. hahaha.

i'm falling asleep i continue part II tmr. bye

sweet indulgence

2011-06-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

woohooo i'm back! fking awesome tests are all over. i think it's really reasonable when i only started my revision on friday and it all ended the next friday! ONE WEEK OF STRESS ONLY WHAT MORE DO WE EXPECT?! :) but okay to be honest i did screw up fmgt and cma those super easy qns like damn careless wtf. okay neh mind :)

so yeah, i was supposed to post about something ytd. and to realized that it's something else that i'd like to post today. i think i'm one kind, my feelings are worthless please forgive me.

ahaha so oh well, not gonna post anymore. lame.

2011-05-29T02:56:00.003+08:00

back for the 3rd time. i really wish you could demand an explanation from me, question me, drill me. i did that for a reason, aren't you interested to hear what i have to say.

2011-05-29T02:42:00.002+08:00

oh ya another thing. i think i'm damn easily swayed. after so long, i didn't expect myself to still smile to myself when i see your photo appearing on news feed. OMGGGGG. and the next moment i'm back to myself. just seriously how many sides do i have when this area is concerned. AWWWWWWWWWWWW. :(

2011-05-29T02:27:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging i'm blogging! againnnnn. if not i really cannot concentrate on hrm revision. i haven't even start imagine.

so ok, i can't believe i actually avoided for 2 solid days, without returning calls. idk what i'm trying to do. i'm just so lazy to think of a resolution. it's neither here nor there kind of thing. idk why i'm bringing in so many factors into consideration. so many areas of concern. i'm struggling between feelings and rationality that i'm going crazy.

it's like while you're thinking of issue A, issue B is entering your mind and conquering it. omg what is this.

(opps, just hang the call) AHAHA ok this post is entering another mood now. LOLLLLL.

not tonight. well. ending off. :)

2011-05-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

omg i really cannot tank any further. something's really holding me back. it's really holding me back. idk why it bothers me so much to the extend that i cannot stop thinking about it and stopping me from doing what i thought was right all the while. shit. i'm so stucked. i really dk how to weigh this anymore. it's really affecting me that i really need more time to know what i want.

hi there.

2011-05-27T21:59:00.007+08:00

woohoo. i shall post something after been through so much the whole of yesterday. a rocky yet fulfilling day perhaps. just like the most exciting roller coaster ride ever.

p/s: OMG I HAD THE PATIENCE TO FIND NEW BLOGSKIN. FYEAH. :)

so, after creating a big hoo-ha for a day, it's actually quite tiring and kind of pointless. so yeah, just end it lor. ok so nothing much for that.

after asking him wth he wants, i realized i have no idea what i want as well eh. it took great pains for M to actually knock some sense into me after a decent long HTHT session over lunch. wah love it man. all i know is that it really set me thinking. somehow the problem lies with me. i can't believe she understands me much more than myself. she could easily express my thoughts through words when i can't even explain them to anyone.

i guess i will never forget that hardcore confession last night when just a moment before i had given up completely. it's kind of awkward but cute in a sense that, i really wished i had it all recorded down. HAHAHA. and the content is gradually getting more and more vague alr. :( we spilled out what we've kept in us quite some time. with all the explanations and feelings. it must be the first time i'm this candid on the phone when r/s is concerned. i said things that i never thought i would, facing it with like god knows where i got the courage. HAHAHA. what transparency when i actually spit out my displeasure and, feelings? i guess i would never forget this off-the-cliff kind of feeling/pressure i was under. hahaha!

so well, after saying so much, i can't just let this vicious cycle continues. she's right, i ought to do something after dragging it for so long. yes, i'm only avoiding it all this while. and the greatest challenge at the end of the day is to just know what i want out of this.

i really appreciate all who were standing by me all this while. especially for this incident in particular. repeating over and over again is not an issue for me, it's the advices that i receive from you guys, basically it's just the presence, more valuable than anything else.
really love y'all. <3

angels in my life.

2011-05-25T00:19:00.004+08:00

i seriously don't care if i'm wasting my time here at the expense of my studies or what but i only know i seriously need to blog about my 3 beloved girls! so afraid the feel will be gone so decided to blog the moment i come online! :D

after so much that happened, i really feel super ultra glad and fortunate to have known Pak Kei, Geok and Jul! i really don't know how to express as quoted from PK, but i just thought we can click super damn well. like seriously, although we've not known one another for like damn long, somehow we just seem to uds each and every single one so well. like, you seldom see a clique with everyone so closely knitted to each and everyone!

wah at this rate i can talk forever ok shall summarize. so yes, i really love my clique to bits and pieces. they really bring joy and laughters to my life, adding colors to it every single day without fail. it's so amazing how we relate to one another so well.

the 4 of us are just like destined to be together kind of thing. just like today. it will take me nights to mention every single thing that we can do and did together. seriously enjoyed every single moment with them and i know every one of us feel the same way. it's just so amazing how i've managed to meet these awesome people in my life and i'm so afraid our paths will soon differ. ok emo things aside, they made a huge positive difference in my life. <3 :)

hehehe i can't believe i just dedicated this super long post to them although i think only April out of the 3 will get to read. AHAHHA LOVE YOU STILL APRIL! ^^ <3

2011-05-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

this is so weird so awkward, i really wonder how could people actually have the courage to pretend you don't know someone when we used to be so damn freaking close. it just feels so wrong now.

SIANN~~

2011-04-09T02:41:00.001+08:00

okay i swear i damn sian. and it's really damn sian. this has been ongoing for like nights alr. awwwww omg wts. i'm trying so hard to get high but failing terribly. i'm not feeling emo please. just seriously damn sian. wah this post sucks. and this feeling sucks too. wts. even the call doesn't seems to help. okay what is this. byebye

2011-04-06T03:13:00.002+08:00

i srsly need to rant out my thoughts here again. does anyone really believe in the phrase, "if something's meant to happen, it will happen". because here i am regretting so many moves i've made just today. and i'm thinking would things be different if i made a different move. a part of me is still holding on to the belief that everything happens for a reason and all's fated. so, i guess whatever i do won't make much of a difference. aww omg. okay, i need to catch some sleep. :(

2011-04-05T03:28:00.002+08:00

OMGOMG. i think i have so many things to post!!!! from the awesome baoc grp5 chalet to my 18th bday! awwwww. but i'm srsly very lazy. ok i shall post something cool first.

i srsly suck at reading people's mind. and i always play the wrong move. omg. you're so so scary that idk how! SCARYYY!~ PLEASE LET ME BE RIGHT THIS TIME ROUND.

2011-03-27T03:17:00.005+08:00

let me see..

today shall be a cheery post! hehehe. so everything's awesome for tonight at least, with things going right i guess.

so i shall.. intro this song by elva. awesome lyrics. it simply expresses all my feelings during this period of time. :) - credits to ziyi's wall!

"明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能"

okay not just this portion, every bit of the lyrics expresses. :)

okay so to continue my post-to-post well, my gpa was OKAY LOR. like better than the worst i've expected. i mean, it wasn't what i desired, but after slacking so much and with everything so last minute, i thought that's the best i could have alr! :DD

BEST WAS MIEC. WTF. FROM C FOR 25% TEST CAN GET A FINAL. HEHEHE. so i think with econs good, gpa doesn't matter. because i really like econs. :D:D

oooh and i love my mum. HEHE. she is awesome, simply agrees to everything i wanna get for today. <3

so that's all i guess. tomorrow shall be a fruitful day i hope! :D